Another day at my mom's house again

Woke up past the time it was four p.m

Full fridge too lazy to make eggs

Think I'll connive for some fast food attention

Chick-Fil-A fries Polynesian

Sandwich milkshake left my brain frozen

Think I'll go engage with the Marlboro man

And these days dreams blend in with reality

Rapid eye moment is insanity

Hard to maintain a grasp on what is true

And what is fantasy

Couch chillin' I always sink in

Took a nap then I woke up looking for a pen

Mom thinks I've gone off the deep end

Can't keep a damn job

No sense of direction

Doc says, 'Take your medicine

But those pills are just like me: not workin

Think I'll go panhandle for some Bud Light cans

These days dreams blend in with reality

Rapid eye moment is insanity

Hard to maintain a grasp on what is true

And what is fantasy

These days dreams blend in with reality

Rapid eye moment is insanity

Hard to maintain a grasp on what is true

And what is fantasy

Suffering in silence

Walls are caving in

Blasphemous lethargy

Running from the clock again

Am I wasting my time?

Am I overly patient?

Fork in the narrow road

Eating at my resilience

I don't want to

Be thought of as normal

Another brick in the wall

Another tile on the floor

Suffering in silence

Walls are caving in

Blasphemous lethargy

Running from the clock again

Blowing smoke in the air

Has become a daily habit

Like a game of truth or dare

Situation is drastic

I don't want to

Be thought of as alien

A foreign creature for dissection

Of thoughts and internal organs

Suffering in silence

Walls are caving in

Blasphemous lethargy

Running from the clock again

Suffering in silence

Walls are caving in

Blasphemous lethargy

Running from the clock again

You say don't waiver

But the storm is so inviting

My fluid in my veins pulled by the full moon

Who's to blame? It's so blinding

It's like a cat and mouse chase isn't it now baby?

Well if it's a race I'm coming in first place now darling

It's a magnet to steel attraction isn't it now sweetie?

But I've got to go my way this go around yea honey

You say don't waiver

But the storm is so inviting

My fluid in my veins pulled by the full moon

Who's to blame? It's so blinding

I'm telling ya for the final time I'm not coming home

I'm telling you for the last time I just wanna be alone

So much stress on my brain, tell me is it love or shame

It's a cruel decision, but I refuse to play this game

You say don't waiver

But the storm is so inviting

My fluid in my veins pulled by the full moon

Who's to blame? It's so blinding

You say don't waiver

But the storm is so inviting

The storm is so inviting

The storm is so inviting..

Another sip from the bottle

Just an attempt to numb my emotions

The scars you left on my body

Deep in me from the cutlass

We battle back and forth daily

Crazy to think I used to think you were the one

But I don't have it within me to forgive

So I'll just leave till you're forgotten

Till you're forgotten

Finally finished the handle

Can't get a grip on what is past and present

And it's the absence of heartbeat

That's triggering a pain I need to vanquish

We battle back and forth daily

Crazy to think I used to think you were the one

But I don't have it within me to forgive

So I'll just leave till you're forgotten

Till you're forgotten

Nothing gold can stay

And they tell me to try and find the silver lining

At times I go astray

Whether road I travel or a newfound sighting

Still, I want you to know

No matter how far I go

That I will always hold you close

In my heart forever more

They tell me love is blind

In the case of you I found it to be blinding

When the leaves are gone and it gets cold

There's an overwhelming sense of lonely longing

Still, I want you to know

Even when I'm alone

Cherished memories keep me afloat

And we'll still have each other like sand and shore